I hate Mondays — bottom line. Today is a particularly tough one because a lot of my buddies who I spent Easter Weekend with watching NCAA Basketball and drinking beer are off today. Frankly, if I was off , this column would be a tribute to Bud Light’s brilliant “Dude” commercials. But that column will have to wait.
As I went through the drudgery of putting on my “business casual” uniform of a heavy starched oxford shirt, “relaxed” fitting Perry Ellis slacks, and loafers (lace shoes never make the dress list on Monday) that infamous voice from deep within my soul orated its familiar lamenting baritone utterances, “What is this all about? ….. Are you really making a difference? ……There has to be more to life”. I hate that voice; it’s honest, sage and almost always accurate.
This day and its accompanying anxieties happen. Hopefully for most of you not very often. Don’t get me wrong, I love creating. But sometimes you just do not have it. I thought about calling in sick, trying to work up some self induced, hyprochondriatic ailment. No luck, too tired and drained to even feign illness. So I went in, muffling the “voice” with powerful adjectives like “dedication”, “strength”, and “pride”. You know the ones that you hear at those ridiculous staff meetings all the time.
I guess it was at that time that it dawned on me that the reason that I persevere on days like today is I am my work (which my boss says is mostly crap but I think he got that one from my wife). I think we are fortunate that being in the realm of advertising and marketing we get to put ourselves into what we do and create. It’s what gets me through. I know so many people wrestle with that emotional “voice” and it literally destroys them because they cannot find their place. I suppose it has to do with the lack of self within the creation of their work.
So, next time you hear the voice, listen to it. Heed those words. Embrace that pain. Then, slip on the loafers, go to work and engage. Because that “voice” is the same one that helps you create. That voice makes your work great. That voice is you, so put it in your work, you are more fortunate than most because you have a place for it.